So I’ve been keeping a BIG secret from my blog. I wasn’t sure if, when or how to even write about it. I mean how does one begin? It’s so personal, raw and scary. But I guess that is my life now. Lots of new things, firsts and having to get out of my comfort zone.
It’s been a year since my husband of almost 12 years passed away. Of PNEUMONIA! Who dies of pneumonia at 39?! Just thinking about it all takes my breath away and brings me to tears. (This is as much details as I care to share on this little blog of mine.)
So where does that leave us? Little man and I are trying to figure out life, how to carry on dads memory and hold on to all the love he gave us. At times we manage just fine, other times curl up together and cry or simply ask why did this happen?
That said, there will be some changes to my blog. There isn’t much out there on the blogsphere regarding young widows, although it’s much more common than any of us could imagine. So I plan on writing some about widowhood, being a widow parent, things that have helped us so far in this journey and lots of what NOT to SAY OR DO to someone in my position (I think I could write a novel on this topic alone.)
I hope you continue to follow along!